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Tired

2010-02-02T23:53:00.000-08:00

yeah its 2010 and im in sec 5 tiring shit i tell u real tiring. so wun be bloging til lyk i dun noe? lol shit sec 5

Infinite in Mystery

2009-10-02T03:58:00.000-07:00

Its been long, and alot of stuff happened, good stuff actually. Got a new LG KF750 for my phone and my maths got an A2 and is 2nd in class maybe even in the lvl. Although this is old but i still love it,

Infinite in mystery,is the gift of the Goddess,
We seek it thus,and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water surface,
The wandering soul knows no rest. - LOVELESS Act I

Monday is the N lvls so good luck to me...

Life hate me and I hate life

2009-08-06T18:46:00.000-07:00

Emo time again.My phone is wrecked,the LCD screen cracked, and my DnT artefact is screwed. Fuck life, coz life fuck with me.

The World Stands Silent

2009-07-16T01:12:00.000-07:00

my new mp3 crackdown today,OLLO The Kube bloody lousy shit dun ever buy it it sucks right down to the very core less then 1 week and its dead.Spend today without music,its unbearable...now i want my itouch please

Drawing The Nazca Lines

2009-07-11T21:47:00.000-07:00

well i was too tired to blog yesterday, DnT was hell yesturday i drew lines for my artefact for 3 hours coz Sebastian Lim says it needed to be exact and perfect i still remember the measurements 25 mm 13mm,70mm by 200mm i tried the lines for 5? nope maybe even more times and each time i got an earful from him...Finally he got fed-up, scolded me cock eye(yes he did say that) snatched the pencil from me and drew the lines for me...

The e' N 'd Is Near

2009-07-08T06:08:00.000-07:00

These few days,its as if i have offended the whole world . And it all pretty much sucks. and just when i get my new MP3,my phone dies on me. FAGGOT. Took my N lvls oral today and 1 song describes the result hell lot well... HIGHWAY TO HELL. the only thing that brightens me up is my new 2 cm pink mp3. DNT artefact deadline 8 days left.

Last Train Home

2009-06-03T05:07:00.000-07:00

Actually wandering on the streets is not such a bad idea. Wandered the streets of orchard road today seaching for a book. Its rare,i think coz many bookstores either have no stock or don't carry the book at all. Went to orchard road after drama today and well walked around.my search ende at Kinokuniya where i hav to content with another book, i still can't find wat i want. Anyway its time to wait for its next release. On the packed train home, i realised something the train only moves in one direction and thats forward so if a non-living thing can why can't I? Its time to let it go and move on with the railroads of life.

Bow down to the Baboon King

2009-05-21T05:31:00.000-07:00

yeah, this is it man. The results cae back today. I aced 3 subjects and passed my maths.
English (70/100) 2nd in class i think
Humanities (60/100) 1st in class
Design and Tecnology (53/100) 1st in my dnt class
yeah this is more like it man passing. I think studying is worth while now. It feels good to be the top and pass.

To close your world

2009-05-19T04:56:00.001-07:00

well, I slept through the whole POA paper without even reading the questions, Im just too tired i slept last night at 3 due to DnT revision and doin my journal touching up here and there. Dunno why but i want to curl up in a corner and just put a full stop in my life just right there. Went to Marcus house after the papers which ended at 1500 hours and well craped,played poker,Royal Rumble,taupok and gossip.stayed there with Jeremy and all til 1900 hours. I think the glue i sniffed has taken effect. My ears are like deaf now...Total silence like my world has closed. well tomorrow is holiday. one of the few good things that happened in my sad little life. Devotion today said that the situation around us would change one day. But i don't think so this is my retribution, a punishment for my sins. They were right im aloser. A powerless corpse pretending to be alive. And this would continue on til i return to the earth. EMO week.

Hate the rain,Hate the night

2009-05-18T04:59:00.001-07:00

I've always hated the rain,went to macdonalds to met with my cousins. takeaway some chow,walked back to tgheir house and on the way i f**king slipped and fell,haha real funny...laugh all you want.I've never like the rain it's like thousands of imps pelting from the skies and making all those pitter patter and crap. And rain = no soccer in the field,no pumping the ball sky high. Rain makes me emo when im suppose to be happy. Tonight isn't any better too,the night calms your heart and soul, and makes space for other thousands of crap like crikets. Onr thing i hate is the pure silence, you could hear yourself think, theres no momentum, and when your heart calms down,loads of crap pops out. When im all alone and silent in my bed, i would always look back on the days events even if i don't want to. It makes me say "oh,crap" and "WTF" sometimes it just makes me regret and feel guilty for what i did earlier, if that is the little voice of conscience in the back of my head, then i hate it. It bugs me. And bugs are not good.

Storm The Front

2009-05-07T07:29:00.000-07:00

The 100th post of my blog and it not a happy expierience.i just hate the examinations period,everybody's studying and all and well it just gets plain boring.well at least todays not so bad played poker in school with friends and all and really enjoyed it played counterstrike in the school "LAN shop" com lab 1,and got owned but dying there is really fun and funny.And one good thing now singapore is dropping to yellow level yeah means no ones gonna die!and no people crying.PRAISE THE LORD!

Over The Bridge of Bifrost

2009-05-05T04:48:00.000-07:00

schools just the same,playing softball was fun but catching was always not my forte and now the ball is even smaller.well and i sucked at batting too.went home after school and for Fuck's sake my toilet is under maintenence.so i dragged my sweaty ass over to my cousins house to have a bath.played soccer with leon and my cousins,and the fucknuts rammed the fucking ball in my fucking face(sorry feeling tired and vulgar) now my left eye is possibly bruised or blind?

There was a pale horse and on its back was Death...

2009-05-04T04:47:00.000-07:00

School really made me uptight today.the school is checking temperatures everyday now and teachers wear N95 masks,it looks like the whole influenza apocalypse is here.the disaster is not even here and we are already living as if the disaster has already occured.i noe prevention is better than cure but it really intimidated me making me feel like a wussy.anyway i dont like the colour status of orange,its as if the calamity is already upon us knocking on our doors.well i just remembered a sentence i found somewhere about the 4 horsemen."There was a pale horse,and on its back was Death,and hell followed it...".yeah it really kinda relates to the situation we are in.Now all we can do is pray...

War With The Swines

2009-05-01T07:00:00.001-07:00

Im down with flu,serious flu.maybe Im infected,maybe not.cant go anywhere tomorrow.screw this hit.assholes.well i heard that the media studies students are having their exams tmr,tell you what im green with envy,but good luck anyways

Azure

2009-04-30T05:02:00.000-07:00

boring is the word to describe school.period. after school went to J8 to look for world war z [a book] but NOT there.so i got Hellsing instead[Still a book].met jeremy and marcus at the interchange after i went home for a short while.my hyand phone strap was busted.walked with marcus to the bubbletea where he went home.then a lost man came up to me and ask for directions to the MRT and i lead him there[felt really good,good deed?guess not]went back home to change and played soccer with my cousins and all. [they did jumpstyle while playing soccer] Asses.

Strife

2009-04-27T06:12:00.000-07:00

i cause strife among people,i am the root of all troubles.well basically i caused my mom and one of my relative to quarrel.i feel bad.but the feeling dont last long.what kind of beast am i?anyways went to play real life wrestling on the cold stone floor at my grandmother's house.my cousin F5ed me on the ground and in the end got his balls impaled on my knee and he went to the "sick Bay".i got piledrivered,tortureracked etc etc and now my arm is sprained,my leg is also sprained and hell theres Dnt Tomorrow.well i just causes strife for everyone,but i dont feel guilty.

The World Goes Round

2009-04-25T06:07:00.000-07:00

well today was real fun just that word real fun,im too tired to blog about it but lets just say i made a few new friends and im no longer emo

Qui Mortem Invitias

2009-04-24T04:05:00.000-07:00

Well my pride and my soul are truly crushed today.all the hopes and wishes that i have are utterly smashed into smithereens.my heart is smashed.all things in this world is meaningless.friendship,kindness,care? nothing but lies,all lies.this post gonna be one hell of a emo piece of third rate shit.how i feel is that this world should be destroyed,it is all built on lies.i thought i was once a fool,and now has become somebody,but it is all lies.kindness will be taken as weakness and will be trampled on.i have actually become the fool again.Fuck this world come 2012 when this piece of screwed up world goes down,i dont regret leaving it.anywhere is better than here.i will not live my life for someone else,but all for myself.this blog is the last stronghold where i can be myself instead of wearing a smiley mask and live my life,here i can be free,here i can dump my mask away,here i am who i am.

Life is nothing but a joke,a cold joke at that.

Ferum,Terrible,Fatum

2009-04-23T06:32:00.000-07:00

well for the first half of today i was well,not myself i am listless,restless and emo,after hearing mrs dorothy goh's speech/scolding,i begin to fear that i might retain this year.and there are so many assholes and third rate bastards that will piss you off in school i dunno wat has gotten into me today but i just feel down and the end of the world is near,i even write out the 7 deadly sins in grafitti on miss oons board.Facebook was rite sometimes im a soreloser and when i dont get the spot of number 1 i feel like shit.stayed in school with jeremy and co.and crapped about last night's gale in singapore and some demonic stuff about meteor crashing on earth 2012 and all,i thought it would make me feel better,and yes it did.the school is one hell of a bias third rate bastard,that forbid my batch from takin MS and all.went home at about 4 and slept in my room with the air-con goin at 16 degrees and when i woke up at six for tuition i was sweating like a dog with the whole back of my head soaked in sweat(WTF?)and i was like not in my own body i was shivering and getting abit delirious and when i sneeze,blood came out(WTFx2?)

Tomorrows drama stepping down ceremony i dont want to sound like a sissy bastard but I DONT WANT TO LEAVE even if i die here and now i will not leave.

Ferum,Terrible,Fatum(Fierce,Terror,Fate.In Latin)Quoted From Nobuo Uematsu Epic One Winged-Angel

Noli Manere In Memoria

2009-04-22T06:00:00.000-07:00

Well the SYF results are out and it did really shocked me.i thiught it would be a silver but...we got a bronze.i've gotta admit im a little,ok not a little but im disappointed.but all the hard work we put in must count for sumthin rite? we did our best and destiny deals us this hand its no ones fault.but my ambitious side of me is weeping.i slept in mother toungue class and well i just feel my pride trampled by the result...anyways i got caught for my hair today and i went to cut my hair and now its short,too short. Noli Manere In Memoria (Wont Remain In Memory) Quoted From Nobuo Uematsu Epic One Winged Angel

The Heart

2009-04-18T08:08:00.000-07:00

PeiYan birthday party was today and i attended it.it was fun real fun,we had BBQ,and after that water bomb time almost every1 was soaked and leon received the most bombs,i escaped with only 3 hit,1 to my head and 2 to my torso.as the floor was wet from the water bombs,ppl were drag as"mops" across the BBQ pit leon was one of them,peiyan got bee hoon in his ass and dirty floor water all over him,leon got whipped cream and chocolate on him.when i thought all was over Bryan dashed out frm nowhere and carry me up and piledriver me on the cold stone floor,with the dirty water

There Is No Joy,Only Hate

2009-04-15T03:21:00.000-07:00

yah just the same old school,PE was fun,learn new game Danish Longball its sorta like baseball but simpler and the ball and bat is softer,but missed half of it by doin the PFT dat i missed but im quite satified with my results although its on average but i passed all!
Sit-Ups-40
Long Jump-210cm
Sit And Reach-32cm(lol im stiff)
Shuttle-Run-10secs
Pull Up(not inclined,the one at the fitness corner)-3
well,and im proud of my score :)(cocky grin)

after school was just like a long road to boredom,theres just simply nth to do,so i just went to mac and eat the spicy wrap and went back home T_T

Curtains Call II

2009-04-13T04:21:00.001-07:00

The SYF was today,jittery was a common thing for me,reached ACS barker and i felt even more stressed up. but God answered my prayer and when i went on stage,it was OK.Now all thats left is to perform on friday for the dreaded sec 1s,this sux.i tot today was the end of gay Andy BUT!aparently i was wrong.and theres even school tmr,DWEEBS

Schatten

2009-04-12T01:15:00.000-07:00

i held my niece in my arms today,and for the first time she smiled at me,and fart in my hands...lol.tomoros the SYF and im shiverin in my pants.Divine intervention is needed.Give me strength,Lord

Licht

2009-04-05T07:17:00.000-07:00

went to vivocity with my parents,sister and her dreaded baby at 3pm.took a cab there and went to toys'r'us(however u spell it)to get present for my fav nephew zachary,in the end my niece got a present and i got 1 too lol.went to some chinese restaurant and ste the "ma po tofu" as i was eating i was taunting my sister as she was in confinement,she cant eat most of the food.the pissed look on her face looks too funny.drama syf tmr IKUZO!

Claws And Bullets

2009-03-30T04:46:00.000-07:00

school was very boring today with almost infinite ranting from teachers,but i managed to pass my maths test,therefore i have not fail 1 maths test frm the start of this year yet.the "SMART" card was really pissing,now i cant eat mac with my card.next i went to mac with leon and marcus and when back to school again T_T im just too bored.i helped out with the painting of the SYF drama cubes with a shade of grey and white,but the pain in my chesty just have to come and bother me.a monkey was found in the school third floor and really i swear its a real monkey not my eyes playing tricks on me if any1 ones proof the picture its in my phone and no its not me although im a babboon

Laugh In The Face Of Danger

2009-03-28T03:10:00.000-07:00

Thank God!,my ipod somehow jolted to life.den i check the music library and to my horror,the library is outdated,and i onli have 87mb left.bloody scammers.

Arcana Force 0-The Fool

2009-03-26T06:13:00.000-07:00

thats just like me a fool,my chest hurts again,and this time its worse and the duration is even longer,after the talk about glue sniffing today,i became curious,and as the saying goes"curiosity kills the cat",it really almost killed me.i sniffed some elephant glue and voila! like magic i vomitted,become temporarily derange but in this state i can still feel sadness and pain,so its not all that "High".im very dissapointed with the drama session today.Politics its all so F***ked up.i may die soon.But i cannot die YET!

Alone in this world

2009-03-23T03:20:00.000-07:00

horrible news,my parents are going overseas without me again,i hate it when they do that,bloody faggots...im always left behind for some bloody goddamn reason,and if anything happens im always the last to know.and no one truly knows what my needs are,u think im a robot?i need life too,i need air,i need entertainment!and to top things off my mom is a bloody control freak,everything she does is always backed by the bloody reason"its all for your future,all for your good"every facet of my life is controlled by her the pupeteer pulling me the puppet.im not living a life,im just existing,i want to be somebody some day with my own strength not others.this world is so screwed up.BLOODY FAGGOTS!!!!!!

I Have a Epiphany

2009-03-22T06:34:00.000-07:00

school's reopening,and with that comes more boring lessons,i had a epiphany this morning for no good reason,my heart was saying that"what good are friends if they stand in your way?"i was very very confused.i just hate this feeling that a great danger is looming before me,my instincts says that something is wrong,someone is going to double cross me,i don't want to doubt anyone.i prayed to the Lord and slowly over the course of today i somehow sorted things out.i feel somehow that my burden has lifted,and the epiphany of friends are of no use if they stand in your way,no longer applies in my life.one more random stuff i have loads of white hair behind my head.i need to dye my hair for the first time

there and back again-twelve hours in hell

2009-03-19T06:31:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is goin to be 12 hours in hell,with screwing from instructor,and i haven got all my lines down yet.so u can count me on the deceased list and prepare an autopsy report,order a coffin and bury me six feet under.hope dat hell is not a place too hot.well so now i will sleep tight in my cuddly bed hug my teddy bear and prepare to "kiss me good bye" just like in the song [Bring It] by cobra starship

Dear Granola

2009-03-17T04:56:00.000-07:00

Holidays can be boring sometimes if u hac nothing to do,i spend the whole of today in front of my computer looking for info,and eating granola bars,its just delicious,i bought 10 yesturday i now im left with 2.i'll have to wait til tmr to see some action...dammit i think i hav cobwebs in my brain rite now and my neck hurts coz i fell from my bed last nite,what else could go wrong?curses

My niece,the daoster

2009-03-16T07:20:00.000-07:00

i went ot visit my niece at my sisters house today her name is Claire,shes 1 month old and shes a daoster,i tried many ways to make her look at me or at least smile at me but whenever i wave to her she look the other way round when i say i she dao me,shes only 1 month old but she alr dao me,i got dao by a infant LMAO :)

LUGE

2009-03-13T05:12:00.000-07:00

Sentosa was fun,luge-ing,sky tower,and the sea! we went to the skytower where the platform rotates u up 50 storeys high and u get to see the most of sentosa and singapore.next we went to the images of singapore where the freaky and scary wax statues are,yet my class went ahead and played.lol im timid.LUGE was dam fun it was like initial d in real life,downhill,fast,sharp turns,and well fun.next was the bloody skyride,with legs dangling above ground with chun wai beside me shaking the chair,and with raindrops pelting down on me.cable car ride was rowdy coz we shook the whole cabin and the cable shook,and the uncle scolded us"dun u noe wat is behavement?" WTF its behaviour,dork...but its sure dam fun

Deus Ex Machina

2009-03-12T05:33:00.000-07:00

I,in my whole entire life hates noobs with no skills,trying to show off as being a skilled opponent,so im gonna dedicate this post to all the act-pro noobs out there.

1)please all noobs dun try to impress ppl by showing your so called "skills and strategems"in the field of Angel type,i used them more then u.

2)when u are getting thrashed by me and im mopping the floor with u,dun say the word [So?] repeatedly,coz u are losing and so juz accept ur planned destiny and die by my hand.If i would tell the truth,i will probably tell u this "Be thankful,you lost to me,so why dun u cut ur crap,take a bow,and fuck off from my face rite now" but since u already lost i would give u a model answer from the 10 year series "Nice match".

3)stop challenging me when u lose, u noe the end result of the next match

4)when u are losing stop giving me the idiotic smile,it pisses me off,and makes me wanna take u down over and over again.

5)and if the saying,"the skies are the limit" or something like that is true,den i dont think ur gonna go to the skies.

6)unless u win many matches,dun show me ur fucking ego and lame excuses.

7)seriously,it is noobs like u that fuel my already inflated ego

pardon my arrogance in this post but still FUCK OFF NOOBS,u are like insects on my windscreen.anyway tmr is sentosa excursion,and drama rehearsals,so theres no time for matches with noobcakes,thank goodness...

I will show the world

2009-03-11T04:52:00.000-07:00

today is a particularly bad day for me.i juz got obstacles after obstacles in my path during school hours,after school was fun but the events before made me emo and pissed,i went home with high hopes that my mom would support me in joining the tournament but in the end i just got scolding from her and she crush my morale,trample on my pride,and really dissapoint me.i will study,i have studied,even a machine needs some R and R.why cant they just see the light,75% of the people in my world just wont shut up,i will show them,I WILL SHOW THE WORLD.Lord please grant me strength.this is the darkest hour,but i will shut the world up one day shut it up for good...

World Championships 2009

2009-03-10T06:17:00.000-07:00

went to school and went through the usual drag,after school i went for drama rehearsals,suprisingly today's rehearsal was very very slack.after drama,the tchoukball match started.Kcp vs Jurongville i was so blur during the match,that i don't know if we won or not.any way,the world championships is on sunday at the SMU settlers cafe,leon said he is goin but i don't noe if its reliable.

When i grown up

2009-03-09T04:55:00.000-07:00

i went o buy the career guide 2009 in the sch canteen,got 2 free folders den the bloody idiot leon tai say i cheapskate,WTF.i flipped through the pages and when i laid my eyes on the section,Arts and Heritage,i was fired up!i immediately spotted the Words [Assistant Curator] and thats what im going to be When I Grow Up,secondly i too wat to be a designer,and design a machine dat can shut ppl up,after i get infinite nagging from my family members about my"Devil-may-care attitude"when the "N" levels is this year but who cares?Death to the n levels,its juz a more official exam of other exams,for show only 1.

LOVELESS

2009-03-07T21:31:00.000-08:00

Loveless - Prologue

When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end

The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar

She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Loveless - Act I

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess

We seek it thus, and take it to the sky

Ripples form on the water’s surface

The wandering soul knows no rest

Loveless - Act II

There is no hate, only joy

For you are beloved by the goddess

Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds
Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul

Pride is lost,Wings stripped away, the end is nigh

Loveless - Act III

My friend, do you fly away now?

To a world that abhors you and I?

All that awaits you is a somber morrow

No matter where the winds may blow
My friend, your desire

Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
Even if the morrow is barren of promises

Nothing shall forestall my return

Loveless - Act IV

My friend, the fates are cruel

There are no dreams, no honor remains

The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My soul, corrupted by vengeance

Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey

In my own salvation,And your eternal slumber
Legend shall speak Of sacrifice at world’s end

The wind sails over the water’s surface Quietly, but surely

Loveless - Act V

Even if the morrow is barren of promises

Nothing shall forestall my return

To become the dew that quenches the land

To spare the sands, the seas, the skies

I offer thee this silent sacrifice

Wings Stripped Away,The End Is Nigh

2009-03-07T21:24:00.000-08:00

after the 2.4 trial run on friday,my leg is damn sore,i cant even get of my bed without my leg muscles sreaming in pain,and my arms,they feel like they are falling apart.tuition is cancelled tmr.which is the only thing i canjup for joy for...i juz want to find a dark corner in my bedroom and emo right now

Strength

2009-03-06T05:35:00.000-08:00

i learnt an important lesson today : "The weak lose their freedom to the strong. Such is the way of the strong. And it is the providence of nature that only the strong survive" many a times i feel helpless in a situation,with no means of helping myself solve the problem or even run away i juz feel really helpless,many stuff i done that i regret,what can i do to find strength?and how can i rewrite time?the paths of destiny is unavoidable and many a times it is a long harsh road,intertwining and chaotic,and it all bils down to 1 thing:strength.

White Night

2009-03-04T05:24:00.000-08:00

the flowers on the trees opposite my house is in bloom,and at night,under the street light the flowers seem to be shining a colour of white,i never liked nature,but i've got to admit...its beautiful.school today is just one word[FUN] pon class go eat in canteen go do Dnt instead of PoA and passing my maths tests.the grin on my face juzs grows wider and wider each day...

Overflowing With Joy

2009-03-03T06:07:00.000-08:00

drama today juz brings more good news,the heavy burden of the rl"the man" is taken of my shoulders,and im now the "apprentice" this week is goin to be the best week ever .... :)

Winning is Everything

2009-02-28T23:58:00.001-08:00

i missed the ikea excursion yesturdya,i was too tired...now my D'n'T is gonna take a big hit,im lacking photoes now for the folio,next week is not gonna be a good week either,i lost some matches last week,without victories,i feel hollowed,i need to Win!winning is everything,the journey does'nt count,what they told me is all juz a sham,and the rain juz won't stop...

Rolling Thunder

2009-02-27T05:08:00.000-08:00

Tchouk Ball! early in the morning is fun,but i need to buck up on my passing and catching of the ball.after school was really AMUSING bashed up leon with a umbrella,and many many more stuff i cant say,went back to school again to play tchouk ball...tmr is Ikea!

Hair Cut Yet Again

2009-02-24T05:05:00.000-08:00

morning assembly ruined my day,finally when i thought that my hair is safe,i get caught...blah blah blah the usual drag of school,and went to cut my damn hair,to hell to haircut.after that went to play soccer and psp,i was literally running topless around the block playing soccer and running around shouting like a mad man

I Feel As Mad As A Mad Hatter

2009-02-22T23:52:00.000-08:00

school today was just GREEEATT!it was juz dam bloody slack.SS Was dam funny coz we get to see mdm abby choo angry face lol.den maths,mr tan nvr come even more slack,all chiong play dissidia.after recess was english,where we learn about the golden ratio some kind of mathematical formula that calculates if u are beautiful or not.WTH dat means 1+1+1+2x3x4=you look like a pile of shit or you look great.i didn't noe u could explain appearances like that...Well it looks like a good week ahead with no one calling me loser like last week lol,and history is back to learning about Hitler,my favourite dictator.and with the OTK combo i pulled off this after noon at the canteen,its gonna be a hell of a lovely week.just 19 more damn days to class excursion to sentosa WOOOOHOOO!

A New Life Is Born

2009-02-16T04:01:00.000-08:00

my sister gave birth to a baby girl today,for some unknown reason i felt,happy.the name of the baby girl is unknown to me,but i heard from my mom dats the baby is very cute.lol i am an uncle!i got seniority now! call me Senpai from now on lol.im juz too happy

The Puzzle Is Complete,My Wish Is Fufilled,A Friendship I Killed,the first 2 means nothing without the healing of the third

2009-01-22T03:43:00.000-08:00

today,started up as a screwed up day,i overslept,my mom overslept,and she fu*king blames it on me,i had to flush the oatmeal down my throat while it was burning hot,and i have to drink my cough drops too in just 3 minutes...ran to school and while i was at it,the disturbing thought of 1 day left unerve me,went to school have crap shyte lessons,except maths with the standard deviation and all,school was screwed up today,i couldn't concentrate well and my mind was off thinking abt the deadline and the solution dat my dumb brain could not think off,i onli have just 1 final word to say,[Im sorry for the trouble i cause,the unhappiness i brewed and the friendship i killed] cny celebration tomoro but,tis is goin to be one of the most unpleasant new year ever.life means nothing without you,went to the hobby store,and finally got the final piece of the great Valhalla puzzle,[The Splendid VENUS] but it ain't quite splendid no more...one more word before i fall into my brooding half sleeping half awake stance again,devotion today was for once the most meaningful 1 i ever heard,now all i can do is keep my fingers crossed,and await my judgement,happy CNY all,im jealous of u all

Mirror Flower,Water Moon

2009-01-21T05:10:00.001-08:00

Mirror Flower,Water Moon thes are things dat can be seen but not be held,a flower's reflection in the mirror,and a moons reflection on the water...these are mere illusions...woke up at 715 am,drank the usual oatmeal with milo and went to sch when i was downstairs,i heard the primary sch's national anthem being sang,and anyway as i was goin to be late,i strolled at my own pace,damn the primary school security gaurds,they think they are the ones in charge locking up the gate,william ho was standing at the crossroads and literally screaming at the students.i think i sprint the fastest to the damned secondary school gate.in school there is still no luck with the final piece[Venus],and school today was a disaster,noisy crowds,rude and lowly sec1smy head is gonna burst.during cme miss oon asked us wat was our 2 most important things learn during this month and i replied [culmulative frequency curve] and [standard deviation],but seriously they from my view was the most important stuff i learn,after school i went to street 22 hobby store to try out the few new "tricks" i learned,i played till 7 pm and returned home,my mom said she nvr cook so i had to drag my sorry ass to the market to buy food for my grieving stomach,but wat follows was a heavenly spread of food.things might turn out better tomorrow,the uncle at the hobby store said dat venus is arriving tommorow,but today could also be the death of a friendship,words dat comes out of your mouth cannot be taken back.i learn to not be so reckless...Mirror Flower Water Moon

Prelude To A Symphony

2009-01-20T05:08:00.000-08:00

i went to the doctors today again due to the non stop coughing i have,i thought dat the doctor will be a bearer of bad news again,but suprisingly,he said my improvement in the medical condition i have is improving and the coughing is due to me overeating heaty food.i went back to school at abt 1.15 to prepare for the rehearsals at 3 pm.i found yet another piece of the puzzle to Athena from a sec 2 guy,now all that remains is the final and most splendid piece of the all,[The Splendid Venus].i went to the rehearsals without lunch and ate a burger frm the canteen,the rehearsals was torturous,i juz wish i could spread wings and fly off frm there,i am really really tired,and the deadline is juz 3 days away,God help me...

Curtains Call

2009-01-17T07:00:00.000-08:00

My Chest Pain come and go i really don't know which end will it be,maybe my days are numbered,but each day i live is a bonus,and if im really gonna die,im gonna find venus before i go down,help me with the search,Athena...

My Chest Hurts...

2009-01-07T05:15:00.000-08:00

no school for me tmr,my chest hurts,the doctor said i injured my ribs or my muscles...lol no nid go sch,its sure a relief.today was screamo day for the teachers,coz every 1 of em was lyk screaming at my class,and the SS teacher is onli describable by 1 word,WIERD and dats the bottomline

Of Honky Tonk And Flooding the Saloon

2009-01-06T03:58:00.000-08:00

today i was damn tired for some unknown reasons,attended a three period DnT class,got caught for hair by mr ho,went for the orientation skit rehearsals,instead of being a maut,im a HONKY TONK! went to cut my 6th month worth of hair,the barber was shocked because when she cut my hair,the floor surrounding my seat,now my hair is too short...and im Robert Zhang...

Blue The Colour Of My Woe

2009-01-03T09:29:00.000-08:00

the school reopens yet again,the feeling of the rules being enforced again REALLY sucks,and this year has SYF,and 'N' levels,really im not the man of steel,there are limits...but whatever happens the best i will give.no more wearing headphones all the time for me...

Quarantine scared the shit out of me(yes its a NC 16 Movie)

2008-12-01T05:38:00.000-08:00

Went to watch quarantine the movie,it scared the shit out of me,the people in the movie got infected by standard zombie virus+Rabies,and the movie is taken from a first person angle in a dimly lit environment,with night mode on,the zombies pop out of no where and killing by biting ppl's faces off and chew their necks lyk rubber.in the ending,theres a 'boss' lyk zombie wearing a under wear and kills off the 2 remaining survivors.funny part of the movie is seein the nigger cop killing the old woman zombie and the fireman playing GTA on the zombies by usin his hammer to smash dem,another hilarious 1 is seein the cameraman hammering the zombie to death with his camera,but trust me the laughs are short and the fear is long,i came out shivering with fear and throughout the movie i was asking myself is it ending yet? i cant take tis any more

I Have Crimson Red Eyes,Like Sharingan

2008-11-27T04:28:00.000-08:00

woke up at 9.47 am and i look in the mirror and mt eyes are blood red,and it looks creepy lyk some kinda undead frm movies,it really freaked me out.lucky the colour went away awhile later. then went to play Mh with comrades! Rathalos Day!

The Day the Andy Got All Jiggly

2008-11-24T03:39:00.000-08:00

dunno why to day i feel all jiggly and excited,its a long day ahead tmr,SYF rehearsals,My psp 2 moro,dueling with leon,the past few days is really boring coz its becoming lyk a routine dat i wake up,find my cousins to hang out...lol but still theres nothing dat can completely break my spirit!

YATAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!! PSP IS MINE! MINE! MINE! ALONE!

2008-11-20T06:13:00.000-08:00

im buying a psp!!!!! my precious!!! yesssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Osaka Trip

2008-11-19T08:36:00.000-08:00

To tell u the truth i dun lyk osaka 1 bit,i still think singapore,but the historic places and monuments really amazes me,and universal studios,it juz rocks!i tried to fall off the baxter building in spider man the ride,got punch by doc ock,and burn by the hobgoblin,in spiderman,den went to the jaws ride and got dam wet,it was the coolest ride but too bad no photoes in jaws,and most of the timemy phone batt went dead...so there are onli a few pics and the rest are with my mom,day 1 was a booooring day landed in the kansai airport(changi is still best!) went to take the subway to Namba station and guess what theres Takashimaya here!,took the long train ride to Shin-Osaka station where we drag our sorry asses to the hotel,and we ate bento there its sure dam nice,den we too tired so we went to sleep lol Day2-went to universal studios,its the best! fall off 40 stories,get burnt by flames,plunge down waterslides,take boat rides with sharks! we spent the whole day there,but the fun is indescribable Day3 went to kyoto,the ride was long and thanks to me waking up ate we could not go to the castles and shrines,and can only take the tour bus to see them from the buses,haiz my bad.den after dat we went to the Namba Takashimaya to shop and guess wat? Fel-Grand Dragon!(its a card whoose artwork is graceful yet majestic sorry i get excited talking abt cards) bought winfield's (Guitar Boy On Tag Board) deck here. Day4-went to Uemeda Station to shop,and found a tiny kinokuniya here and its old.found a hobby store and got a Duel Case with StarDust Dragon in it(Yet Another good card)day 4 could be the happiest day of the trip coz on this day i got a second copy of the Light And Darkness Dragon(yet yet another card),my soul card,compliments of my mom! Day5-its unlucky day!kena bird shit on my jacket early in the morning! but im gonna miss japan toilet bowls coz it can automatically wash ur ass,and lyk massage dam shuang!(sorry if it sounds crude and disgusting) Final day-Next Plane Home!finally Andy returns! took cab home and vomitted after the ride lol and next its the standard zzzzz time! dats all!

GoodBye Singapore,Late Night Revalations

2008-11-11T18:49:00.000-08:00

Finally juz hours Away,i will be goin to the airport at 9.30 although i am unsure wat time is my flight,but i will juz play along with my mum and dad,and after the revelation late last nite,i think i wun enjoy tis trip as much as i wan it too,but still,i will try to keep my indomitable spirit up! i will try to upload the pics once i get back,bye singapore,bye my love.actually im goin away for 1 week so no nid make until lyk last will.catcha on the streets foo!

The Card Game After Dark

2008-11-11T05:04:00.000-08:00

stayed over at my grandma's hose with cousins and all.den we decided to play card game for 24 hrs,we played till abt lyk 3 den go eat noodles den chat,den spooky stuff happened we heard slow footsteps at the stairwell at 5 am and samething knocking on the metal handrails it was sure dam scary den slept in total darkness til 12.30 pm lol tommorrow im goin away!To Japan

The Rain Stopped!

2008-11-09T00:31:00.000-08:00

yeah 3 more good ol days in singapore and my ass will be on the plane off to osaka,and the rain in singapore has stop finally!no more cold!and to add to the good news for me i found my old bad ass cards!the royalty from the fog! FOG KING! now ye all card thieving punks trying to pose as the rarecard hunters are goin down with the aid of my royalty!FOG KING ok gonna study my POA tommorrow POA test

Will This Bloody Rain Ever Stop!

2008-11-04T06:15:00.000-08:00

more bad news today,coz next year im gonna be in another class dat my frens are not inside onli a few of them are there,this year's winter is really cold,and today i discovered many horrible secrets too my spirit's crushed...for today.whenever i think abt the 'N' levels next year and my sucky maths,these 3 initials pops up:ITE,tis year is the worse year of my 15 years of life,i dun think next year is goin to be anybetter...

RainDrops Still Falls On My Head...10 More Days To Osaka Trip!

2008-11-02T01:04:00.000-07:00

Today was a very very cold day coz it rained almost the whole day and i turn on my fan and made it even colder lol i juz hate the year end season lyk december november and such it juz wun stop raining rain is bad as it gets me wet lol.but on theother hand im goin to Osaka in 10 more days! and belive it or not i haven seen snow all my life! so its something i look forward to in japan another thing i look forward to is the japanese card tournaments,after i lost my psp i took on the oldschool form of entertainment,playing TCG it could be quite lame but nth do oso so i hope osaka is goin to have tourneys so i can participate in and measure my skills(thrash the living daylights out of them and claim the prize and be the undisputed champ!)lol dats all for today gonna bottle up my excitement so i can let it out at once! unleash the beast as they say LOL sounds out of place here

RainDrops Falling On My Head

2008-10-23T04:46:00.000-07:00

went to school as per normal so many teachers were leaving today its quite sad to see all of them go...it was almost raining the whole day,we cleaned up the classes and my class cleared all the tables den did "dance" battle in the middle,we name it "Step Up 2:The Class".LMAO it was quite fun too playing with the teacher's chair agn fun til my mom came along and met with the teachers.it was no more fun and the rain juz would not stop....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

2008-10-21T04:50:00.000-07:00

YAY my b day today went to sch,have loads of fun,played with the teachers chair and face plant myself,hurt my jaw and got captured on video,to be KCP's Next top Jack Ass.It was hell of a time today.now its getting boring,im stoning now...

The Sinking Feeling

2008-10-20T07:39:00.000-07:00

today was quite a sad day, coz i maybe would go SUSOP...it gives me a feeling dat the sch is sympathizing me,and i dun lyk it,my bushido's gone....damn

First PsP Lost Den now prank calls wtf,fools bring it on i will take them all,u punkasses...

2008-10-17T05:54:00.000-07:00

today dam guailan wan go j8 buy chess go raining ta ma deh,went to buy chess den wait for rain to stop in food court with tessa,olivia and nurul,den cousin come den i go with him to market buy fries den go grandma house play chess since i lost my psp,den i get the prank calls.bring it foos i ain't no scared of prank callers foo i prank yo not yo prank me dumb shit come get some frm me rite here i will wait for u rite here sucka

LOL...My PSP Is Stolen By PunkAss Bitches

2008-10-15T06:29:00.000-07:00

some punkass stole my psp today its all i have in this cruel world.......**sobs** nah not really i still hav frens u muz be wondering why i still so happy?coz wat to do i oso dun noe who took it juz wish for dam dat what goes around dun comes around for those punkass bitches

Mother Toungue EOY

2008-09-30T07:25:00.000-07:00

Mt EOY again its 3hr 30 mins of sleeping time tis totally sux but tmr's Hari Raya so guess can oso cheer up next paper shud be English Which is come 1 kill 1 rather den MT which is come 1 sleep 1 :)

1st Day Of EOY In The Hall

2008-09-29T04:42:00.000-07:00

Today was the first paper,physics in the hall for the very first time i was quite tense and the MCQ was ok but when the section b adn c came it was quite hard lol tmr mother toungue,so fuck it. :)

Warcraft! Finally...

2008-09-26T07:32:00.000-07:00

finally i bought warcraft but! cant play much rite now due to the accursed EOY na beh.and im broke rite now.$54 gone lol

Conflict What A Dreadful Thing...

2008-09-23T05:31:00.000-07:00

today was conflict everywhere...founded out the dark side of people i noe,can't understand why but conflict and friction seems to be peoples favourite hobby now a days.Conflict what a dreadful thing

ARRRRRHHH!!! MATHS!!!!

2008-09-22T05:18:00.000-07:00

dammmit maths was not 1 of my forte but i tried hard for the last test and i still got 4 Dammmit today sux but atleast i killed 2 gold rathain with leon! cant stop thinking abt her aiya damn bloody sian.....lol <-this 'lol' dun fit in

Frisbee WE WON!

2008-09-18T07:27:00.001-07:00

YES! SUCESS! 3Praise won the frisbee interclass we came in first!

A Fun Day And A Day To Remember...

2008-09-15T03:42:00.000-07:00

today was a little.............UN-Boring lol for starters,i actually read a full chinese sentence,den D and T i actually made a acryllic box! it was the first time man,u may think its nothin but i fell a sense of accomplishment lol.after D and T,it was 5 pm i went to the bubble tea with jeremy and all we played truth or dare and it was fun.Pei Yan ran around and shouted,im STUPID IM STUPID! lol loads of lols den Mark did jumping jacks in the middle of s-11 another classic moment too...

The Report Book (Damn It)

2008-09-08T07:03:00.000-07:00

today the report book returns juz lyk always and juz lyk always i pass english and 2 other subjects not related to maths or chinese coz i suck at them.and juz as always i am happy with it and juz as always my parents is NOT happy with it its lyk a cycle every year.for 3 years now.but surprisingly im still happy

Things That I Love And Hate...

2008-08-22T05:44:00.000-07:00

Today,2 events that i love and hate happened,first is my exam results,i love the feeling of geting my history marks and i pass,and i hate it when my maths paper comes back and i get less than 5 marks.the second is when playing monster hunter,i love the feeling of team work and unity,but it sure sucks when leon and other team members screws up and i end up getting killed:(

Ok exams over...Now What?

2008-08-19T20:15:00.000-07:00

ok the exams are over maybe due too much monster hunting i forgot some of my work! lets see if my exam luck has run out or not(i Hope not) those days dat i nvr post on my blog is because,well,i was playing Monster Hunter LOL

IM BACK!

2008-07-23T07:41:00.000-07:00

Its a long time since i updated this blog,theres been ups and downs during that period of time but alls still well.1st august will be english paper,it will not be a great obstacle but the others i cant say the same.and i may stay in sec 3 next year...

Holiday's a nightmare

2008-06-18T06:10:00.000-07:00

5 more days to school reopen,the very moment i type out this entry i felt sad coz the whole damn holidays i did nothing!juz stoning at home,playing psp,surfing net,carry 10 kg rice,playing online games...i wish that i would not get grounded so often T.T damn it...

Chronicles Of Narnia Prince Caspian(WARNING SPOILERS AHEAD)

2008-06-10T05:56:00.000-07:00

(WARNING SPOILERS AHEAD)i and my cousin went to catch the movie yesturday and although it was late it was sure damn great the story revolves yet again around the 4 children from the lion,the witch and the wardrobe,this time a year later,they return to narnia when the prince caspian blewed some horn of some kind and they get transported back,to the 4's astonishment,1300 years or so had past and narnia is in ruins and the Taumerins had taken over,forcing the Narnians into hiding,and prince caspian team up with the 4 kings and queens against his uncle which usurp his throne and killed his father,the movie was great,but the bad parts was the part where i had to go to the toilet due to drinking too much of coke...

Best Psp games played so far!

2008-06-03T04:32:00.000-07:00

the best games i played so far are,Bleach:Heat the soul 5,Innocent Life:A futuristic harvest moon,and Sid Meier's Pirates!.
Bleach 5 features never before seen tag battles like hollow ichigo and ichigo team up against rukia and byakuya how cools dat?den assault them with dazzling tag moves dat really hurts!
Innocent Life is like harvest moon onli with a twist u are in the future farming more crops and raising more animals
Sid Meier's Pirates! features massive naval battles in the carribean,looting and plundering towns and trader ships,looking for lost treasures,marrying governor's daughters,getting a social status and ultimately vie the post of the biggest baddest commodore in of the spanish main,with your fleet and rowdy buccaneers,chase down fleets of treasure ships and more.Its juz lyka 1600s GTA without the guns and hookers.

TRIP TO ITE east college (expierience ITE Progarm)

2008-05-20T05:18:00.000-07:00

its actually not that bad onli with some usual stares and wat 'siols' wat 'siaz',some smokers in the toilet,dance battles,long Qs in the canteen,rowdy crowds,and co-op stores sellin rare comics.we started the day with the usual bus trip to east college(in simei)then comes the introduction and opening in the lecture theater,made a trip to the toilet and it was crowded with people smoking then followed by refreshments,projects,lunch,after lunch,something quite IN-TER-RRREESSTING happened,it was...DANCE BATTLE! some students was dancing and shuffling,i could'nt see quite well coz there was a crowd,next was followed by a tour,then finally the core project in the end it was quite fun!

Of ite and new wallet

2008-05-19T08:10:00.000-07:00

YES! i got new billabong wallet! NO! 2moro is ite visit whys life so strange u giv me 1 good event and 1 bad event T_T haiz

TROJANS!!!

2008-05-17T21:42:00.000-07:00

My cpu is struck by Trojans! not paris and helen in the movie TROY! its TROJAN VIRUSES!!! i will take my keyboard,turn it sideways and stick it straight up the guy's CANDYASS

Detention

2008-05-14T02:35:00.000-07:00

My first time serving detention in 3 years!quite exciting yet boring dunno wat else to say and im serious abt being late onli twice,shocking?

INTER CLASS SOCCER!!!

2008-05-13T04:36:00.000-07:00

finally the kampung soccer time!!! today is the inter class soccer competition,our class 3 praise came in third thanks to the sweat and effort of the soccer players and the supporters(i noe im givin myself credit)although there were some uncertain moments and injuries,alls well ends well this event juz ignited the KAMPUNG SOCCER FEVER in me!

yet another lameshit post by the usual lameass
Andy Zabimaru

The Book Of LOVELESS

2008-05-12T03:59:00.000-07:00

someone requested LOVELESS photoes these are some:

2008-05-08T19:18:00.000-07:00

ok this is boring,does any one ever go out these days?DAMN!

My friend, the fates are cruelThere are no dreams, no honor remainsThe arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My soul, corrupted by vengeanceHath endured torment, to find the end of the journeyIn my own salvationAnd your eternal slumber
Legend shall speakOf sacrifice at world’s endThe wind sails over the water’s surfaceQuietly, but surely - LOVELESS ACT IV

2008-05-05T01:07:00.000-07:00

Join my frenster group!

My friend, do you fly away now?To a world that abhors you and I?All that awaits you is a somber morrowNo matter where the winds may blow
My friend, your desireIs the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
Even if the morrow is barren of promisesNothing shall forestall my return - LOVELESS Act II

2008-05-03T08:00:00.000-07:00

ok...today was a little different went out with my sis to east coast to have dinner it was fun! mondays mother tougue paper will confirm be sucky gonna sleep through it,how boring

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddessWe seek it thus, and take it to the skyRipples form on the water’s surfaceThe wandering soul knows no rest - LOVELESS ACT I

2008-05-02T07:54:00.000-07:00

today ... said hello to me at the locker,i was as usual playing with my psp and out of the blue,i got nervous,all i could do was juz say hello back maybe,im really balless but it already came to an end although i will wait,its impossible

When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s endThe goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afarShe guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting-LOVELESS Prologue

2008-04-30T06:19:00.001-07:00

finally the start of the exams!the paper today was fairly easy!hope the rest was this easy too!

29/4/08

2008-04-29T05:22:00.000-07:00

1 more day to common tests!and history rox!feelin a bit bored from the daily routine in life nothing exciting...SO BORING!can't anything change?